yesterday was grad night!
bought my prepaid card.. then 172-ed to jp. fill in application form, interviewed.. suck to the core. i dunno what shit i was talking. obviously, never get. if it was possible, the person would want to reject me right away. ): whatever. 172-ed back home. in the bus, some guy sing jiwang(emo) songs out loud. not even nice lah, worsen my mood/feeling.
slack at home while waiting for 2.45. kak nana was 30 mins late! XP make me super anxious. :D riding motorbike was super funn. at first scary, but okay lah in the end. only scared when she made a turn. reached there, change into my dress. kak nana say my cardigan abit weird. take pics me with and without cardigan. then me with and without tights. hehe.. then put on the bunny ears! for fun.
then my aunt tried tieing my hair in the way kak nana wants me tie. kak ika came home. start with my makeup. they bully me!! XP everything done.. still deciding which one nicer.taxi-ed to hillbrooks. they escorted me until there XP
went up. finshing touches..and off. vincent told vickie he coming. happy!! heart started to beat fast. and i didnt want to go! XP her aunt sent us there. reached there 6.30. too early! went lvl 2 toilet. slack there before going down. wait for somebody at lvl 1. COLD!! go up to lvl 3, see people there, went down again XP.. then finally, we managed to get out of the lift. then got to know he outside..dont dare walk past him. XP so stayed outside lift. took pics with atiq. then, he went inside already. so go in lor. find seat.. kinda boring.
shared plate with vickie. saw him! cute! play games, star of the night thing.. the bingo thing,whole class went out. saw him!! took class photo, though not complete. then took photos with some people.. then when whole class finally came, mrs mok spoil everything. say what, 4 tables empty. in the end also, never go in. stayed outside. :D take a few pics. then went in. kept going toilet. raysha and chun chie won. end..
go toilet.. took more photos. then go down second lvl. want take pic with him.. vincent helped me! :D happppy! then went off. vickie's father waiting for us. ): sad. wanted to stay there longer..
sent me off first. lol. first, dunno my direction. second, cant find my shoes. sounded so dumb. see vickie blog to see what i said. lol. wash away make up and off to sleep.
thank you people, for everything ((:
pics later when i take the usb cable from cousin.( owe 3 people photos!)
what we could have been, 1:21 PM.
oh no! its already 9am! XP
have an interview at 12.. then, cousin fetch me go cousin house to get ready, then cousin send me to hillbrooks, then vickie's godmother sending us to the venue.
i hvaent pack finish! XP im scared i forget to bring stuff.
i dont feel excited anymore.. i sense something not good is going to happen.
late? more misunderstandings? unfairness? unhappiness? moody? not seeing him? quarrels? someone wearing the same dress colour as me? i dunno..
what we could have been, 9:08 AM.